| Sunday, April 6th, 2008 |
| 2:27 am |
sleeping dogs lay never far enough away... |
| Sunday, March 23rd, 2008 |
| 1:34 am |
Fuck me once shame on you Fuck me twice shame on me When is enough enough? When do you stop? It's up to me right? |
| Tuesday, March 4th, 2008 |
| 1:56 pm |
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2008 |
| 12:49 pm |
in central square
"Do you know what happens when Audrey Hepburn walks into a room?" "What happens when she walks into a room?" "Well, I don't know...I was never there..." He took the liberty of assuming particular things about me from first glance. I didn't really mind, or care to argue. |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2008 |
| 2:21 am |
I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear |
| Monday, January 28th, 2008 |
| 10:37 pm |
Dingle Dingle
Every time I start allowing myself to think this way....I step in shit. |
| Sunday, January 6th, 2008 |
| 7:37 am |
Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in. -Cohen Nothing is perfect..despite our vain attempts. I hate how my brother feels... because I remember how much it hurt. I am not in any way "ready" or "qualified" to be the one to break the news to him but, who else is left?....No one has the answers to the questions you are asking today, and no...They absolutely do not have the answers to the questions that lay ahead. You have every right in the world to be so fuckin angry... because it simply is not fair.. But know this, no matter how angry you get... that will not change the present...It is was it is. No matter how badly we want answers...I'm just not certain they even exist anymore. The answer to my own question is something I have been sent to find by myself. But I cannot, in good will, send a sixteen year old to find his answers on his own...not yet. How do you protect someone who has already seen so much? How do I fill her shoes? How do I make it easy for him? How do I make it easy for me? All of the following...duh. |
| Sunday, December 30th, 2007 |
| 6:32 am |
I just feel a fairly ill and fairly guilty. |
| Wednesday, November 28th, 2007 |
| 9:56 pm |
He broke a heart And now it's raining Just to rub it in I'm at your door I feel so crazy about it You'll say I told you so You saw it long ago You knew he had to go I finally came 'round I'm back on solid ground Can't let it get me down Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned Mistake overturned So I call it a lesson learned My soul has returned So I call it a lesson learned Another lesson learned Sometimes Some lies Can take a minute To fully realize You give it one more chance Just like the time before But he already know you'd give a hundred more Life perfect Ain't perfect It's called the past cause I'm getting past And I ain't nothing like I was before You ought to see me now |
| Saturday, November 24th, 2007 |
| 6:40 am |
I have so much in my heart. It feels like it might explode. |
| Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 |
| 1:22 pm |
All your dreams are over now And all your wings have fallen down But your heart can't grieve For your little dreams Broke trust in two Now no one's looking out for you Wrecking and ravaging Savoring savaging |
| Friday, October 19th, 2007 |
| 10:12 pm |
back to black
I’ll be some next man’s other woman soon I shouldn't play myself again I should just be my own best friend Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men |
| Saturday, October 13th, 2007 |
| 9:52 pm |
"If something is going to happen to you it will, you can't make it happen. And it never does happen until you're past the point where you care whether or not it happens or not." |
| Friday, October 12th, 2007 |
| 6:21 pm |
I wanna be forgotten and I don't wanna be reminded. Yasi put the kabosh on going to Laban in London next year. This is unfortunate cuz I would kill to do this program, as well as get out of the conservatory. Consequently, I'm in Boston till at least next January. Wow. |
| Sunday, October 7th, 2007 |
| 4:38 pm |
Why can't I just learn to keep my big fat fucking mouth shut. |
| Friday, October 5th, 2007 |
| 8:50 am |
This is not productive This is not productive This is not productive This is not productive This is not productive This is not productive |
| Wednesday, September 5th, 2007 |
| 6:40 am |
high and dry... so fucking boring. Current Music: the velvet underground |
| Friday, August 24th, 2007 |
| 7:47 am |
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| Wednesday, August 8th, 2007 |
| 12:51 am |
how long can you hold your breath under water? |
| Saturday, August 4th, 2007 |
| 7:53 pm |
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