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    Sunday, April 6th, 2008
    2:27 am
    sleeping dogs lay never far enough away...
    Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
    1:34 am
    Fuck me once shame on you
    Fuck me twice shame on me

    When is enough enough?
    When do you stop?
    It's up to me right?
    Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
    1:56 pm
    apathy is getting it.
    Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
    12:49 pm
    in central square
    "Do you know what happens when Audrey Hepburn walks into a room?"

    "What happens when she walks into a room?"

    "Well, I don't know...I was never there..."


    He took the liberty of assuming particular things about me from first glance. I didn't really mind, or care to argue.
    Thursday, February 14th, 2008
    2:21 am
    I learned the hard way
    That they all say things you want to hear
    Monday, January 28th, 2008
    10:37 pm
    Dingle Dingle
    Every time I start allowing myself to think this way....I step in shit.
    Sunday, January 6th, 2008
    7:37 am
    Ring the bells that still can ring.
    Forget your perfect offering.
    There is a crack in everything.
    That's how the light gets in.
    -Cohen


    Nothing is perfect..despite our vain attempts. I hate how my brother feels... because I remember how much it hurt. I am not in any way "ready" or "qualified" to be the one to break the news to him but, who else is left?....No one has the answers to the questions you are asking today, and no...They absolutely do not have the answers to the questions that lay ahead. You have every right in the world to be so fuckin angry... because it simply is not fair.. But know this, no matter how angry you get... that will not change the present...It is was it is.

    No matter how badly we want answers...I'm just not certain they even exist anymore. The answer to my own question is something I have been sent to find by myself. But I cannot, in good will, send a sixteen year old to find his answers on his own...not yet. How do you protect someone who has already seen so much?

    How do I fill her shoes?
    How do I make it easy for him?
    How do I make it easy for me?

    All of the following...duh.
    Sunday, December 30th, 2007
    6:32 am
    I just feel a fairly ill and fairly guilty.
    Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
    9:56 pm
    He broke a heart
    And now it's raining
    Just to rub it in
    I'm at your door
    I feel so crazy about it
    You'll say I told you so
    You saw it long ago
    You knew he had to go
    I finally came 'round
    I'm back on solid ground
    Can't let it get me down

    Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
    Mistake overturned
    So I call it a lesson learned
    My soul has returned
    So I call it a lesson learned
    Another lesson learned

    Sometimes
    Some lies
    Can take a minute
    To fully realize

    You give it one more chance
    Just like the time before
    But he already know you'd give a hundred more

    Life perfect
    Ain't perfect

    It's called the past cause I'm getting past
    And I ain't nothing like I was before
    You ought to see me now
    Saturday, November 24th, 2007
    6:40 am
    I have so much in my heart. It feels like it might explode.
    Wednesday, October 31st, 2007
    1:22 pm
    All your dreams are over now
    And all your wings have fallen down

    But your heart can't grieve
    For your little dreams

    Broke trust in two
    Now no one's looking out for you

    Wrecking and ravaging
    Savoring savaging
    Friday, October 19th, 2007
    10:12 pm
    back to black
    I’ll be some next man’s other woman soon

    I shouldn't play myself again
    I should just be my own best friend
    Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men
    Saturday, October 13th, 2007
    9:52 pm
    "If something is going to happen to you it will, you can't make it happen. And it never does happen until you're past the point where you care whether or not it happens or not."
    Friday, October 12th, 2007
    6:21 pm
    I wanna be forgotten and I don't wanna be reminded.

    Yasi put the kabosh on going to Laban in London next year. This is unfortunate cuz I would kill to do this program, as well as get out of the conservatory. Consequently, I'm in Boston till at least next January. Wow.
    Sunday, October 7th, 2007
    4:38 pm
    Why can't I just learn to keep my big fat fucking mouth shut.
    Friday, October 5th, 2007
    8:50 am
    This is not productive
    This is not productive
    This is not productive
    This is not productive
    This is not productive
    This is not productive
    Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
    6:40 am
    high and dry... so fucking boring.

    Current Music: the velvet underground
    Friday, August 24th, 2007
    7:47 am
    I am sick.
    Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
    12:51 am
    how long can you hold your breath under water?
    Saturday, August 4th, 2007
    7:53 pm
    let's nail it.
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